IN LIGHT OF RECENT EVENTS..

its britney, bitch.

(HAHA.)

SUPERWOMAN

i was on the phone for a tad too long last night. it was really an eye(ear)-opener.

in the end, all i remembered from it was
"wah, you're really childish. bye".

if someone can say this, he/she must be either ahead in years in terms of maturity or life experiences.

but seriously, you aint all that.

you are not anything to me, anymore.

TODAY, I LET MYSELF DOWN AGAIN

i totally suck as a person.

i should take action so that good things wont only happen in my head.

i should cease with the waiting for something better to come along, because having something is always better than having none.

i should stop being a sloth.

i should be better.

i should go to church later.

right.

WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS NOW.

sometimes being good is hard. yesterday night i decided to tackle POA from scratch and throughout the whole stupid 3hrs, i didnt move away from the book. finally, i know what the hell a "trial balance" means.

with that, my neck didnt wanna move anymore.

i woke up this morning, with a freaking stiff neck. hurts like crap, seriously. i cant bend my head down to save my life. haha.

i feel like giving up my studying plan also, since trying doesnt really pay well.

but i shant.

anyway, do watch the 81st Academy Awards! its awesome. lol.

at least they had fun. (:

WHAT IF ONE DAY YOU WAKE UP..

i know i haven't been blogging. haha. both laptops have been down. totally cut off from the cyberworld there but still, i survived.

dont think i can say the same if the tv went down though. i'll prolly die.

regardless, life has been evolving rapidly for me. just a mere few weeks, i've probably experienced more emotions than i have in 2008. (note: more different emotions, not most extreme emotions).

i'm so tired of the drama. the actors arent quite cutting me slack. school has suddenly become a haven of some sort for the last week. i realised that help isnt going to come knocking on my door if i dont bother putting a welcome-mat. ha.

and also people who claims they care, may actually only mean it with a hidden clause. ohwell. decisions decisions.

on another note, i am most probably going to bkk in september 2009. (by hook or by crook).

like finally..

alright. bye.

ALLSTAR

life is interesting. complicating is only a negative way to put it. i'm trying to start out with a little more zest. and a pinch of optimism.

i.hope.it.works.this.time

it feels so weird being home at this time. its a little too early. even with tv programs airing, it doesnt feel right.

or maybe its because the energy at home isnt as calming as i like it to be. maybe thats why i need to get out.

for a while.

anyway, i'm going to start to learn a new skill. (before my current cash flow goes dry). dont know what though.

too many things too little time.

ohwell. till then..